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Loving Jealousy by ~J-Rex1463:iconJ-Rex1463:



I never met her before in my life
But already she's brewed up my strife
I have the need to protect
I'm sorry I kept this secret
I only want you just for myself
I know that God put you on this earth just for me
Not for herself

Open your eyes it's not true
Open your eyes it's not her its you
Open your eyes you know better
Just remember his laughter
He'll never let you fall
Even if you felt you could never stand tall
He'd be there for you that’s for sure
Sitting and waiting for you simply and pure
Just open your eyes nothing will take him from you

But why but why do I hear that when she is around
I sit back in a corner and cry
I fake a smile I put on a show a lie
Just to see his beautiful eyes look happily at me
My only want is for him to never see
This other side of me lashing out to her
I am just a bad interpreter
I only want you just for myself
I know that God put you on this earth just for me
Not for herself

Open your eyes it's not true
Open your eyes it's not her its you
Open your eyes you know better
Just remember his laughter
He'll never let you fall
Even if you felt you could never stand tall
He'd be there for you that’s for sure
Sitting and waiting for you simply and pure
Just open your eyes nothing will take him from you

I just count my blessings now
I'm sorry for saying sorry I didn't want to allow
I will never let him go not even if I was dead
Even if someone put a trigger to my head
My heart is cut out of my chest leaving only the veins
The rest is his remains
I only want you just for myself
I know that God put you on this earth just for me
Not for herself


Open your eyes it's not true
Open your eyes it's not her its you
Open your eyes you know better
Just remember his laughter
He'll never let you fall
Even if you felt you could never stand tall
He'd be there for you that’s for sure
Sitting and waiting for you simply and pure
Just open your eyes nothing will take him from you

I know that God put you on this earth just for me
And that's how it's going to be
I hope I wish as stars are falling
I'll be with you sitting and singing
How lucky I am to have you
Even though I might be blue
You still have the time to smile
And it keeps me happy for a while
I'll be there for you I promise you
Even if I am pushed into this pit full of hate and taboo
I only want you just for myself
I know that God put you on this earth just for me
Not for herself

Open your eyes it's not true
Open your eyes it's not her its you
Open your eyes you know better
Just remember his laughter
He'll never let you fall
Even if you felt you could never stand tall
He'd be there for you that’s for sure
Sitting and waiting for you simply and pure
Just open your eyes nothing will take him from you

Take me from this cell
Where I trust no one no one to tell
Just let me fall
And catch me before I fall to Heaven
Your mine I mean it
You’re my secret your perfect
Just remember that
As you sleep flat on your bed
I'll be in your dreams
Please don't ever scream
I'm here my dear
I'll take your fear
And turn it into love

Open your eyes it's not true
Open your eyes it's not her its you
Open your eyes you know better
Just remember his laughter
He'll never let you fall
Even if you felt you could never stand tall
He'd be there for you that’s for sure
Sitting and waiting for you simply and pure
Just open your eyes nothing will take him from you

Because God put you on this earth just for me
©2008 ~J-Rex1463
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Ok, I thought I was finished but I kind of had a bad night...And I wrote this to reassure myself about some things..and no I am going to feel a little guilty for feeling how I did when none of it was true..and also I actually felt prejudice for someone who I haven't even met..I just got upset and lashed out at someone I care about with my life.. I hope someone likes it.

Enjoy :)

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~n1ght1me:iconn1ght1me: Apr 20, 2008, 1:48:50 AM
wow looks like you really got into it

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~RegalDragon:iconRegalDragon: Apr 20, 2008, 5:20:46 AM
I can kinda connect to these lyrics....

Just cause I have felt jealousy and still do sometimes with people i dont know and people I do know. And start filling my head with thoughts that I KNOW arent true. It doesn't happen that often now cause my bf and I have been dating for over a year. But still...

I understand how you feel.

Great lyrics btw. :D
~icebrake:iconicebrake: Apr 20, 2008, 10:06:04 AM
whoaz, i hella like it.

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~Abrainthatleaks:iconAbrainthatleaks: Apr 20, 2008, 10:12:34 AM
It's a confusing feelings :S

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~digiblackraven93:icondigiblackraven93: Apr 20, 2008, 10:24:20 AM
Jealousy- one of the many seeds that grow into hatred. You can't help but feel it toward people you know and people you don't.

Nice lyrics ^^

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~J-Rex1463:iconJ-Rex1463: Apr 20, 2008, 3:19:14 PM
Thank you ^^

Excellent definition

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~J-Rex1463:iconJ-Rex1463: Apr 20, 2008, 3:20:11 PM
the lyrics are confusing or is jealousy?

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~J-Rex1463:iconJ-Rex1463: Apr 20, 2008, 3:21:11 PM
glad u do :)

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~J-Rex1463:iconJ-Rex1463: Apr 20, 2008, 3:32:15 PM
Yeah, I kind of did. Lot's of emotions were going crazy in my head. Thank u for reading :)

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