Fear of My WorldMost fear the night while I myself have my fears.But the night doesn't scare me at all.I dress in dark clothes to show my respect to the everlasting darkness.To welcome me in its world, in it's presence.I take walks or runs sometimes pass midnight.Just to be in this other world, were there is nothing else but only me.Just a moment to be alone and welcomed by all.To erase all memories such as the bad.That will continue to haunt me when the sun welcomes day.It may be cold but it's just the way this place works.The shadows on the ground may be scary and twisted.But then again people are like that to during the day.I take
New HeartI was just a soulless angel before my eyesDay in and day out it didn't matterI longed for the touch of someone's hand on my face to wipe my criesI wanted someone to help me escape the liesI painted a smile across my faceWith acrylics of pain and hurtRed and blackBlue or greenIt didnt matter at all to meI looked up to the skies and begged of herPleasePlease lend me your wings Let me join you, all of youNothing in this world holds trueI promised my heart I'd never love againMen would just leave me forsakenJust like my father did to my motherI thought about ripping my heart outTurn it into my canvasHid